I feel something weird here about love. My feeling started to ruin. I will feel lazy to entertain you when you message me. I don't why. But if [someone] message me, not even a second, i had reply the message. I feel weird. Strange? Really strange. I don't even miss you when you are not message me this few days. And this is very strange from all my ex when I stead with them. I know this will hurt you. But I tried to love you. Only you. But I can't. The more I tried, the more tears rolling down my cheek everyday. What should I do? So that both of us will feel fair forever. Not that, I am happy, you are sad. You are happy, I am the one sad. This is unfair. This few days, my smile or whateva is just fake. I smile but inside my heart, I am hurt. Very hurt. Damn hurt. Sometimes, I feel like ending it here. But I pity you. Please God! I am stress of love. Please give me a way so that the stress will left from my life. And this two important question always in my head; "Should I ask you for break?" & "Will you forgive if I tell you the truth?". We don't even step 1 months. And I started to feel like this.
Oh My God! PleasePleasePlease heeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp me.
Do anybody have any idea?
Please. Give me any idea.
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ThanksThanksThanks.
Your Truly,
Naaabb Zaaaazali.